Alright being here in Japan I never thought I will encountered the "LOVE or LIKE" thing to be honest..but I had meet a very special guy named
Yamapi. His sweet, nice, talented and cute. He plays the guitar and is a lead singer of a band. We hanged out a lot and enjoys each other's company. He knew I would only be here for 6 months and he always asks if I'm coming back. He knows the answers so I thought we should just keep it to the "friendszone only". Everyone says I should express my feelings anyway but I don't usually say it first its actually the opposite way I got used to boys saying they like me first, so for me to say it first would be really hard.
Most of the time we will talk about random things mostly about music and KAT-TUN lol. He knows I am a diehard fan of
Kamenashi Kazuya/KAT-TUN. He knows I write stories but not boysxboys haaha.
Things I've done with him isn't normal apparently...lol
-Went to Asakusa together
-Went for a drive together at 3:30 in the morning by the beachside
-Dinner double date
-Has matching necklace together
-Went to hanabi (firework festival) together
-Text messages everyday
So yesterday we went to the one of the biggest firework festival so it was insanely crowded he held my hands because he didn't to lose me and thats understandable ne..demo when it was not crowded anymore he fixed it to the "proper way of holding hands" which confused me but yet it made me really happy. The whole time we watched we held hands even when he dropped me home. We stopped by the park and I was going to confessed but I choked and struggled badly but he knew somehow because when I turned around he pulled me back and said "He likes me too" LOL. I apologies to him but I told him I will say it to him when I'm ready. He understood and hugged me so this means we both liked each other which I'm very happy about..this doesnt make us a couple yet but we are both sharing something special.

